Life atm...

Currently, I'm sitting at my desk, with an hour until my next class. I have a Russian test at 1 and a discussion to lead at 12 on a book I haven't really read.
And I need to shower...

Last semester I had better time management, wasn't always so bored, and was more motivated. Now, for some reason, I'm slacking even more than usual.

Actually I do know the reason...

Being away from the person you love is hard. The difficult part is living without them. I hate going to sleep at night without her warm arms wrapped around me. I hate sitting alone in my dorm, wanting to talk to her, but not knowing if she's in class or asleep or with her friends.
I just want to be with her forever. I never want to leave her side.

...This is hard.
But I'll never stop loving her.
<3